im deaddd tireddd!
its like i have stuffs happening on
monday all the way to wednesday.
andd finally i got a day rest before
heading to Pulau Ubin for
Survivor Camp or whatever they call that camp.
and i'll be backk again on Sunday.
so many stuff!
i cannot even enjoy my holidays!
so its tiring!
anddd eating up all my energy!
diediediedie!
dont be surprise seeing me with dark eye bags
and more pimples and getting thinner!
so saddddddening!
but being a SUPER GOOD GIRL,
im still forcing myself to go all those activities.
yeaaaaaaaaaa right.

anw.
the LMSC course was funfunfun andd boringboringboring.
the name's Leadership and Mentoring Skills Course.
so yea.
all about those stuff being a leader and all.
thaaat two days wear full uniform alrd.
and step to Home Team Academy.
then wednesday.
full uniform again.
to Home Team Academy again.
but this time for .22 revolver shooting competition.
i aint a marksman,F Y I!
so serious.
i thought i cnt really shoot well! D:
and to top it all up.
im the team captain for the girls team. =.=
fthe first eight rounds is the figure 2 target.(:
i dunnoe how to describe the target
but got like two rectangle.
small one inside.
abd got the big one along the outside.
so basically.
shoot the small one more points.
i only got 4 in the small rectangle.
and 1 in the big.
the other 2.
M I A!
and i didnt shoot the last bullet because no time.
hello!
we were given 20 secondes to shoot the 8 rounds!
and hanna need to aim!
and its like 15 metres!
so got 23 for first 8 rounds.
next 8 rounds.
the NRA target.
you know the bullseye target?
yaaa!
thaaaat one.
and very hardddd to shoot!
serious.
i struggled alot!
and i wasnt really aiming the bullseye.
because i know i cannot really get my bullet in.
but i tried one uh
aiming at the center.
i cannot really see if it went through.
but i just shoot on!
that was 9 metres anw.
then last 8 rounds.
same target.
but it moves to 15 metres.
aim again.
and shoooooooot!
as given 30 seconds for the NRA target! (:
i aim properly uh this time uh.
because got ample time whaaaaaaaaaat! xD
then when got back the target.
guess whaaaat!
i got one bullet at the bullseye!
andd i wasnt expecting it!
and i gain 10 points for that.
one bullet on the 8 points!
hey!
thats the red region!
and the hardest to shot!
and i get two shots in it! xD
funnnn or whaaaaaaaaaaat!
okehh!
then kan i got like four in the 6 points!
four in the 2 points!
aku HAPPY GILAAAAAAAAAA!
but not really satisfied.
because can do better,
and hanna tak shoot last bullet! xD
maybe can cause me another 5 points!
so total everything.
i got 73/200!
fail!
but heck!
i beat 5 marksman!
and im not a marksman!
im proud of myself!
and thnks for Shafiq for the 'katakata perangsang'!
thennnnn.
i got fifth in the school team uh!
then 2nd among the school girls team!
SOFIA sayaaaaaaang highest siot! xD
she got 108! xD
PRO kan?
im so DAMN happy and proud for her! xD
heh! xD
im still jealous because i still got no marksman!
but its okeh.
i can live with it.
OI.
got more shooting or not?
i want shoot agaaaaaaaain laaaaaaaa! xD
went bubbl tea with the girls team.
meet sister at mum's workplace.
went for lunch
and homeee! xD
DANG!
tmr got survivor campp!
and SOFIA SAYAAAANG and iLah darlingg
only gets less than one day
of rest.
before she went for the Survivor camp at Ubin tmr!
I M Y SOFIA! xD
see yooo tmr k?
haha! xD
ya!
miss me while im away okeh?
because its good missing a
SUPER GOOD GIRL!
yeaaa right!
CHEY!
macam paham ajaaaa! xD
okeh.
im done.
today no picture.
hp not with me!
so saddddd kan? (:
ya.
sadddd!

she trust him
she gave him love.
with hope that
she'll get his love in return.
but did he care?
NO.
he took for granted what he have got.
and flee with part of her heart.
the other, broken;into a thousand pieces.
she's strong.
i know.
she have a strong will.
i know.
but until the moment she pick herself up together.
she will have to forget about their love.
friends and families are her love ones.
and her strength to carry on.
she will be okeh.
yes she will.
i'll pray.
this is for thaaat little girl whom i care.
be strong aite?
euu know who you are.
i hope.

anw.
back to whaaaaat im gonna post about.
wait.
what am i suppose to post on?
oh yea.
loads of things.
well kindda.

HOLIDAYS are finally here.
but.
it doesnt seem like holidays to me.
so its sadddddddeningg!
first week.
i really busyy.
with NPCC stuffs.

26&27 May: Leadership and Mentoring Course 8am-6pm
28 May: .22 Revolver Shooting Competition 9:00am-12 noon?
30,31May & 1 June: Sec 3 Survival Camp @ Pulau Ubin
thaaat it just first week!

second week.
im freeeeeeee.
and its the only week im gonna SUPER FREE.
so im trying to squeeze in time
to do homeworks, shopping, go to the movies and just relax!
then from 10 June-20 June,
i'll be awaaaaaaay for the OB Philippines.
some how i dont feel like going.
because it's like im the odd one out.
like yeaaaa.
so many Student leaders laa oi.
yea.
i'll feel awkward.
really,really awkward.
but nvm.
i know i'll have FUN with my friends! xD
and make new FRIENDS!
i'll be missing out alot due to the Philippines trip.
alaaaaaa~
so holidays are NOT like holidays!
OI. SISTER!
I KNOW YOU'LL LOVE IT WHEN IM AWAY!
BECAUSE THE WHOLE COMPUTER IS ALL
TO YOURSELF!
amek kau!
but i'll miss alot of people.
especially my sister!
oh sister, I L Y! xD

Friday.
basically.
i SLACK!
i meannnnn really slackkk!
because its the last day of school.
and 95% of the time im awayyyyy from classs!
heh!
im with Amirahhh.
walking around andd talking.
heh.
I LOVE HER COMPANY! xD
then after reccess.
Nadhirah came to join us!
so its like adding to the funn!
we didnt went in to class.
we skipped class.
and just hang ard and stuffs.
laughing and all.
i hadd LOADS of funnn!
its like the old times againnn! xD
heh!
i loooooove!
then the three of us went to bubble tea.
and we bid goodbye from there.
i had fun laa oi.

thennn.
k wait.
thenn whaaat eh.
oh right.

then yesterday.
we went to Chinese Garden.
the NPCC people.
the whole unit.
to do some kind of a CIP.
i was with iLah all the wayyyyy~
and you know its coooool and funnn
and loads of laughters!
more laughters with the sec ones.
namely Eugene, Jasmine and Hafeeq.(:
they are all so FUNNAYE! xD
JASMINE HORNY gilaaaaa!
then with me being horny together with her.
we make people laugh!
prank call people.
&JASMINE againnnn make us laugh with their tactics.
so all of the sec ones i was with made me laugh.
yaaa!
not to forget iLah!
i had funnn guys!
iLah!
the PAGODA part is niceeeee!
ehh!
try to ask iLah to pronounce PAGODA!
you'll laugh your ass off i tell yoo!
PAGADO laa.
PA..whaaaaaat?
ahahahah! xD
funnyy!
then its like people will correct her!
PAGODA!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH! xD
the walk to pick up the other sec ones was mainly aloneeee.
iLah and some sec ones walk faaaaaaast so cnt keep up!
so i walk with JASMINE and EUGENE(:
okeh.
we talk.talk.and talk. and talk more.
and gossip?
not really but somehow.
heh! xD
got goodie bags and went homeeee! xD
i walk home ALONE okeh?
and its HOT!
and i havent had breakfast.
i only fill myself woth drinks mainly Sprite,thnks to Hafeeq
and F&N Grape & Coke! xD
drank alot!
HELLO!
its a HOT DAY! xD
Shafiq called me.
and somehow keep me company throughout the journey home!
heh! xD
okeh then kan.
i go home straightaway change to go to my sister's
school carnival.
and i have to wear the scarf.
because her school is like those religious school.(:
okeh i so kecoh laa can(:
like i feel funny in tudung! xD
heh! xD
okehhh!
then kannn!
took the bus there ALONE again.
Shafiq keep me company for awhile.
and i hang up because
my battery is running low.
spent a while there,in sis school and went home.
CHANGE again.
but this time no scarf!
went with mum and dad to Parklane.
walk ard town awhile and home i go.
i had more fun on saturday! xD

im tired alrd!
heh!
i want to go bathe and change!
im going IMM to buy dinner with mum! xD
okeh.
pictures soon k? (:
i promise!

my NENEK so cute!
ahahahah! xD
nak tau asaaaal?
just now the uncle selling ice cream
the one in the van then they
RRIIINGGGGG the bell loudloud!
ya that one.
he came uh.
then i was crazing for ICE CREAMM so i decided to go down and buy!
thennn kannn!
i ask my nenek if she wants to buy any ice cream.
we talk in malay.
but i shall translate it!


Hanna:I want go down buy ice cream. want anything?
Nenek:ya. ice cream
Hanna:i know laa. what flavour?
Nenek:SETERAEBERRRRRRI! (strawberry!)
Hanna:No strawberry laaa.
Nenek: Okeh then give me The pink ice cream.
Hanna: HUH? whaaaaat? pink ice cream?
Nenek:Ya. must be PINK. i think its strawberry.
Hanna:no strawberry! this one magnolia. so no strawberry.
Nenek:then have what?
Hanna: okeh. if you want i buy euu ripple.
Nenek:HUH? whats that?
Hanna:ICE CREAM!
Nenek:oh. okeh. thnks k? just buy laa. i eat for sure!

ahahahah! xD
euu should see her face laa oi.
its so funny!
see how she pronounce strawberry!
hilarious!
ahahahahah! xD
k.
cant stop laughing till now!
right.
now for the pictures!






im done!
MY NENEK IS SUPER CUTE!
I LOVE HER!

its IT ENRICHMENT nowww!
heh.
okeh i'm bored.
learning how to build a webpage.
its like constructing a blogggg.
only MUCHMUCH more complicated!
heh.
i knoe i havent been bloging for ages.
yeaaaaaa.
you know why?
because BEFORE i log in to Blogger.
i got ALOOOOT to rant about.
then when i log in alrd kan.
my mind just goes BLANK!
funny or whaaaaaat!
im done creating my homepage.
and now.
blogging.
because im done with my task.
happy ke pe!
i've been spending 123456789% of my time
with AMIRAH darlinggg.
ahahahhahh! xD
nice laa oi.
i mean history was whatever!
so now yea.
she's my girlfriend alrd!
heh.
my blog look weird in the school server!
or whaever yoo call thaaat!
ahahahah! xD
because the darn heart shapes turns to be funnyfunny symbol!
then the whole blog seems SO GIGANTIC!
like ugh~!

eh wait.
I GOT SELECTED FOR SHOOTING COMP!
uh!
like whaaaaaaaat?!
i mean im not at all a MARKSMAN.
thnks to the 2 bullets that goes MIA.
leaving me with only 6 points to marksman!
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
JUST-CANT-GET-OVER-IT!
oh gee thnks Mr.Tan!
euu reminded me of MARKSMAN!
ahahahah! xD
anw.
if i score more than 60 in this comp.
tell yooo what.
I WANT MY MARKSMAN
ahahahahahhahah! xD
still can or not?
hope yaaaaa!
then i can show off!
okeh HANNA
stop dreaming!
must JYJY in the compettition.

then just now kan.
mann.
postings are all over the place.
nvm.
anyhooooo.
just now got PREGO COOKING DEMOSTRATION.
nice laa oi.
we get to cook pasta with the sauces!
heh.
then got goodie bagg lagi!
good or whaaaaaat!
hehehheheeh! xD

then lately.
i easily tired sey.
like just sitting under the sun and talking will just
drain out all my energy.
idk whyy!
WHAT HAPPEN?!
then just walking a few steps is like a torture.
=.=
okeh.
not THAAAAT badd but yeaaa!
then ystd i was so dead tired.
serious.
i think my mind,body and soul malfunction!
ahahahah! xD
serious!
Shafiq got a hardd time talking to me on the phone.
poor him.
and today
i totally forget what happen last night.
i mean what we talk about.
i mean not exactly all.
but part of it.
my mind body and soul i going bonkers!
ahhhhhhhhhhh(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

ehh!
school's over.
thus wholeeee thing is suppose to be over like NOW!
but haiy0r!
yea.
i thinki should end here.
i'll edit the pics later at home.
then post it.
remember!
IM A SUPER GOOD GIRL!
okeh LAUGH SOFIA!
ahahahaahah! xD

semalaaaaaam!
i went out with SOFIA AINI!
we planned to go BUGIS!
so we meet at Chinese Garden at ard 11:15am!(:
why is all my sentences full of (!!!)
ahaahahahah! xD
anyway! xD
she saw some jur0ngville people and starts to tell me
to come faster! xD
ahhahahaah! xD
train-ed to City Hall!
because it was early laaa and that
Bugis opens like after lunch?
or something?(:
we walk.walk.walk.(:
at City Link.
went into some shops and browse around.
walk to Esplanade then to Merlion Park there.
the Victoria Concert Hall reminds us of
the Ampio Musica.
we talk.talk.talk.(:
we laugh.laugh.laugh.(:
okeh then somehow we ended up at Raffles Place.
then we train-ed to Bugis.
Had lunch at KFC(:
hehehehs! xD
talkkkkk. :D
then got one time SOFIA AINI wants some of my ice.
she really had a hard time.
and there i was snapping her pictures.
until i stop snapping she wont get her ice! xD
ahahahaah ! xD
okeh then we window shopped ard
Bugis Village.
bump into alot of jur0ngville people.
saw Amanda&Felyna.(:
saw Eunice&Kamsani.(:
saw (fill in the blanks!) (:
i saw alot laaa!
ahahahahha! xD
then got one incident at toilet.
first time we went in the toilet,
SOFIA dont feel like doing big business.
so we went back to Level One.
then just after we reach Level One,
she says she really needs the toilet! xD
ahahahaha! xD
so went back up!(:
she tooook a SUPER LONG TIME to
squeeze out everything.
she calls is "Mother Nature Call!"
ahahahahahh! xD
then me,
being a SUPER GOOD GIRL,
waited for her for about 15mins outside the cubicle!
haiy0r! xD
then we walk to Bugis Junction!(:
moree jur0ngville people.
hehehehehe! xD
SHAFIQ says he somewhere there.
but i never see him!(:
so then i got bored at Bugis and told SOFIA i feel like
going Dhouby Ghaut.(:
this time SHAFIQ followed us.
we takee pictures and JOKEJOKE ard.(:
then reach Dhouby Ghaut kan.
kitaaa go Plaza Singapura.
window shop ard(:
i bought bubble teaaaa.
and left there ard 5:15 like that? (:
yeaaaa.
then i want take bus home.
tapi SOFIA tak nak.
so in the end we took the MRT homeee.
then we got kindda confuse on which way to go!
ahahahahahah! xD
funny laaa!
then we see SO MANY ESCALATORS! xD
then we went to this convo where SOFIA ask me how many escalators
are there in Singapore.
then i was like "HOW I KNOW! GO FIND OUT YOURSELF LAA!"
ahahahaahha! xD
then i came out of the idea whereby we one fine day
go ard Singapore counting ESCALATORS! xD
aahahahahahahh! xD
funny or whaaaaat!
the trip back was silent(:
because SOFIA was listening to songs.
and im with SHAFIQ(:
hehhehehehhe! xD
alight at Chinese Garden and went homeee! xD

SOFIA AINI!
thnks alot for ystd!
i enjoyed myself until cannot enjoy anymore! xD
I L Y BBY! (:

SHAFIQ made me into a jovial girl at the endd of the wholeee thing!
=X
ahahahhahahha! xD
okeh im done.
pictures timeee!

AKU DA TENGOK
AYAT-AYAT CINTA LAA!
get jealous!
okehh.
basically its part of the Mothers' Day celebration.
Me,sister&dad brought mum to SWENSEN'S
at Plaza Singapura for dinner.
eat alot laaa oi.
then suddenly we talk about movies and such.
then sister used mum's phone to go to the internet.(:
nak check Ayat-Ayat Cinta adaa ke tak.
then coincidently,
git,and its near our house.
Jurong Entertainment Centre.
we went back home,get changed and off we go to
the movies.
we took ke last show.
the one yang showing at 11:15pm.
k.
the movie was AWESOME.
its a sad love story.
full of sacrifices,decision-making and tears.
i cried!
HEY I CRIED!
almost through out the movie.
its touching laa bodo!
almost everyone in the theatre cry.
so not only me oi.
i think the group of guys behind me also
shed some tears.
i mean who wouldnt?
its a saddddd sadddd sad love story.

sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!
sedih gilaaaa!

i cnt really stop crying even after the movie ended.
aku nangis sampai bantal akuu basahh oi!
seriously uhh.
as i said earlier.
when i start crying.
i will let it all out.
then suddenly i realise i cnt stop crying.
so i called shafiq.
okeh.
at least he make me feel better.
and i dont cry myself to sleep.
thanks sayaaaaang! xD

k.
gi watch tauu the movie best gilaaaa.
worth your every cent! xD
ahahahahahah! xD
oh yaaa.
i think the guy is cute too.(:
and so is the girl who became his wife.
i mean she's beautiful/gorgeous etc.(:

MYE's ALMOST OVER! xD
goooood or whaaaaaat?
ahahahahahah! xD
tmr last paper.
and im freeee!
SOFIA!
WEDNESDAY! xD
ahahahahaahh! xD
as i told myself.
after all this stresssss.
im gonna treat myself.
so yea.
i am.
on wednesday.(:


OMG! xD
i cnt stop thinking about Ayat-ayat cinta! xD
hehehehhehehehe! xD
and like how i fell in love with the movie.
i fell in love with the theme songggg.

Ayat-Ayat Cinta-Rossa
Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

reff:
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

go hear the songg laa(:
im touched laa can! xD
ahahahahahah! xD

k.
im done.
&& LITTLE MISS BAIK's
permintaan ditolak!
CHEY! xD
im gonna do when im free k?
like bodo like that oi.
abeh gi letak apek jual ice cream laa.
apek kedai laaa.
apaa laaaa.
macam merepek gituuu!

"MAPIK LAA KAUU!"
hehehehehehhe! xD
inside jokeee!

i bleed again.
dont worry.
i'll be fine.
it will heal soon.

PHYSICS is.
k.
i know i can pass.
i hope i do k?
anw.
today is boringg.
After Physics.
i have English oral.
i talk and talk and talk.
until the teacher,Mdm Norhani have to stop me(:
ahahahah! xD
k fine.
hanna talkk banyakk k?
asaaaal jealous?(:

k then kann.
me&Sofia took the F&N test!(:
EEHH!
i found my book oi!
ahahahah! xD
happy gilaaa laa k?
then Sofia went off with Sherra darling.
i sat in the canteen laughing my ass of over my 3D darlinggs joke!
ahahahahaha! xD
went home with Nadhirah Darlingg.
had luch with mum at IMM(:
went home.
and i sleep until 6pm!(:
ahahahahhhha! xD
aku penat laa oi.

something happen last night.
and almost all the other nights.
i did what im not suppose to do.
im sorry.

eheh!
im having physics lessons online with SOFIA AINI! :D
ahahahahahah! xD
wait i got evidence!






LESSONS ON MSN WITH MS SOFIA AINI!
TONIGHT'S LESSON:PHYSICS!

ahahahahahha! xD
okeh.
POA is.
is..
is..
okeh forget it(:
i cnt describe the paper!
if i pass alrd i happy!
i'll jump ard like no one cares!
ahahahahhahha! xD
okeh im feeling slightly better.
i dunnoe why.
but yea.
i will be going for the Phillipines trip.
i guess.
i hope.
Sofia cnt go.
and im sad.
no.
im DEVASTATED!
i seriously want her to be there.
with me.
by the mountains or whatsoever.
i want to spend it with her.
i want sit on the hills with her.
i want to lay my head on her shoulders.
i want to witness nature together with her.

but she aint going.
so no point dreaming kan?
i will still be spending it with my other girlfriends.
who is also crazy.
Azlin&iLah(:
i hope i have fun.
serious.
if no friend.
at least i have MR TAN JJ! (:
ahahahahahhaahah! xD
hey!
he's cool tauuu!
i like him!
okeh hanna stop.
but he's HOT.
STOP HANNA!

ahahahahah! xD
i have been spending loads of time with my SOFIA.
and less time with my HERO.
k.
whatever.
tak nak think of it laa(:
makes me a baddddd girlfriend!
CHEY!
okeh i am.
ask him!

k.
im gonna mug for PHYSICS.
i got tmr.monday&tuesday to suffer.
then on Wednesday.
SHOPPING trip maybe?(:

i remember those times.
where i used to sit at the balcony of my house.
looking out.
at all that is moving around me.
and i feel like im on top of the world.
(maybe because i lived on th 12th floor =X)
then i'll close my eyes and enjoy the breeze that
hit my face.
then when i open my eyes.
i look out again.
reflecting on what i have done that day.
what i should have done what i shouldn't.
at times i'll laugh to myself.
at times i cry.
at times i get so mad that i'll look down.
and think of ending my life there.
then i look further.
passed the buildings and carparks.
i look at the skies.
and suddenly i have the desire to fly.
to fly to a foreign land.
where i can have a getaway from this life.
and have fun alone.
or with the person i love.
i changed my mind to end it there.
because there is a whole stretch of horizon
for me to explore out there.
then when i get back to my room.
i get my diary and start to write.
and i remember.
at every page i write.
i will have quotes that i made myself.
quotes that i created after what i experience that day.
i remember one.

"i am a girl with many dreams and fantasies
but will it ever come true?
because again.
they're just dreams."

i just miss spending time with
SYARIFAH AZRINATUL NURULHANNA.♥

i think alot nowadays.
whenever im left alone.
and when i close my eyes.
when my friends are laughing their hearts out.
but i sat there listening.
but my mind just flies away.
i just think when i have the opportunity to do so.
think as in not those kind of thinking.
but reflecting and dreaming.
and thinking.
what have i done to have make me come this far.
regrets?
set backs?
happiness?
sorrows?
i realise
i have faced many set backs in my life.
sorrow always grip my soul tight and dont want to let me go.
i have shed loads of tears.
and no one knows.
everytime i cry.
i will just find reasons why i am crying.
i'll only stop when i have no other reasons.
after that.
i feel like im a completely new person.
like another strong soul have replaced my other.
this setbacks and stuff
made me into a really strong person.
but at times i hate this 'strong person' in me.
because all that it does is to hide my weaknesses.
is it?
idk.
at times i cant even differentiate between secrets and truth.
at times i dont even know whether im okeh or not.
what's up with me nowadays.
i feel so quiet.
but i still smile.
i still laugh.
what's bringing me down?
i have no idea.
im clueless
im confuse.

come to think of it.
you arent there when i need you th most.
where are you?
i miss you.

do you understand whaaaaaat in the world am i talking about?
i dont think so. :D

OH.
im such a super good girl,NOT!

Had English Paper One & Social Studies todayy.
i think did my best alrd.
andddd.
my Compo for english paper one.
is SADD? (:
LAWL! xD
use simple vocabulary.
got my own reasons okehh?

after the wholeee paper.
went to 337 with Sherra, Darlingg! xD
send my mum's friend something.
Sofia cant be with us.
so its just th two of us! xD
then LUNCH-ed at KFC together.(:
heh!
we tried self timer on Sherra's Phonee!(:
as yoo can see at the pictures above!
took pictures at Playground nearby.
then right.
saw this two dunnoe whaaat school boys.
then at one look i thought its like one girl one boy.
serious laa please.
andd off we go home(:
I HAD FUNFUNFUN takingg pictures!
HANNA LOVES SHERRA!
thnks fr today aite?

then i went to Jurong Interchange.
ALONEE TAU! xD
i dunnoe i just feel like spending time aloneee.
top-up my bus concession.
treat my self to Bubble Teaaaaa
andd bought stuffs at Aries.(:
i enjoyed time aloneeee!

reached homeee.
i sms-ed Shafiq.
because i was boreddd.
and he just finish his paper at ard 2:15?
yeaaaa i guess.(:
then we planned to meet under my block(:
i agreed because whyy?
IM A SUPER GOOD GIRL! xD
went down alongg with my sis(:
ahahaaha! xD
at first she just wants to buy ice cream.
but i just told her to tagg alongg(:
Playgorund-ed againnn!
then take lots of pictures.
and CRAP ard! xD
ahahah! xD
i laught a lot laa please.
and make stupid faces to whatever my sister do.
HEY!
SO DOES SHAFIQ TAU! xD
i think my sister got irritated.(:
then kan.
hanna gi bongkar bag Shafiq(:
i took out everything inseide and left it like thaat.
then i played with his PSP(:
LAWL! xD
I SUCKED AT ALL GAMES LAA please!
ahahahah!
so i gave up and put back all the things i tok out.
wire banyakk oi.
tak nak kalah!
then got minyak wangi laa.
wax laa.
mp3 laa.
PSP laa.
pencil box laa(:
ahahah! xD
abehh nak bilangg ehh!
take pictures more and went homeee.
i watch Cinta Medic then after that sleeeeep! xD

i wake up.
i went online.
then SOfia darlingg chat with me.
and she just cnt stop using the handwriting tool!
like jakun like thaaat laa please!
ahahaha! xD
CHECK THIS OUT!






and got alot more laa!
but i lazy to put up! (:
anyhooo!
i really loooooove today! xD
with people who make it happen.

I L Y, SHERRA!
I L Y,SOFIA!
I L Y, SHAFIQ!
I L Y,SYAZANATUL!

ehh!
all 'S'!
ahahahahahaha! xD
k.
im gnna revise for maths!
byeeeee~

my babylove,
can i have yoo forever?
i want to be your dream come true
i want to be the reason why you smile
i want to be the one treating your heart right.
i want to be the first person you come to when you're full of happiness.
i want to be the person you come to to wipe away your tears.
i want to be your hope.
and most importantly.
i want to be a part of your heart.

my babylove,
i hurt yoo a gazillion times.
i know you're unhappy with me at times.
or maybe everytime.
i might be the reason why you cry.
i might be turning your world upside down.
i know i neglect you.
i know i lie.
i know always keep to myself.
i know i aint the girlfriend you dream of.
i said sorry a thousand times.
you forgive.
but you're still disappointed of me.
i have to gain back your trust.
from now on.
i aint keeping anything from yoo anymore.
i pinky swear.
I L Y,my love.


i cry myself to sleep last night.
i dont know why.
i just feel like doing so.
i know.
when ever im left alone.
when ever i close my eyes.
i'll start to think of alot of things.
alot.
from history to future.
and it wont stop.
then tears will start to fall.
from things that i regretted doing.
to things i really want to do.
so its really alot.
yesterday night.
i really cry my hearts out.
dont ask me why.
i got reasons why.
i seriously need some time alone.

LEAVE ME ALONE k?

i screww my Higher Malay Paper bigggg timeeee!
HANNA!
euu had better buck up!
put all your troubles awaaaaay for this while.
concentrate!
your "Guardian angel" is NOT gonna help yoo this time.
no one will.
you're on your own!
COME ON HANNA!
prove to 'them' that yooo are really somethingggg!
UGH~
STOP IT!
thinking of it makes me goooo WTF!

my Higher Malay paper 1.
i did like the surat tidak rasmi.
with thee wrong format!
like WTF?!
and my storyy for the Bahagian B is like so rojakkkk!
im choose the story that have got to do with the peribahasa
"keras-keras kerak nasi,kena air lembut juga"
OOHH~
PERIBAHASAAAA!
i just write a story that recently happen to me.
almost the same to my previous post.
yesss!
i actually cried writing the story.
it all feels so real.
yes.
i wrote about yoo,boy.

oh shuddup.
im just trying to get over it.
but i cant
see.
i even wrote about yoo.

anddd.
hari ini kan.
SHAFIQ
LIAR,LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!
he says he not coming to school.
then abeh he come to school.
apee sajeeee diaaaa tuuuuu! (:
ahahahahah! xD

Higher Malay Paper 2.
like KNS laaa! xD
i didnt really get the PERIBAHASA part!
i mean ours different laa.
like apa kan?
they give the meaning in the passage then we need to
write the PERIBAHASA our self!
apaaaaaa seyyyyyyy!
like merepek gituuu!
but still.
i did my best kann.
but i could have done better!

HANNAAAAAA!
yooo think MYE funfair?
go buck up!
GO!GO!GO!

then went bubble tea-ing with Sofia,darlingg.
andd went home to rot! (:
oh not really.
i saw Marteeeeeena along the way!
she tegur-ed me.
and we kindda girl talk a while.
thanks hunneh!
yooo really make me feel better.

"Your Guardian Angel is so whatever!
you are strong.i know you do.
pick yourself up k?
now yoo fall.
he isnt going to help you up again.
but you have your sayang kan?
love him like you can love him no more"

thanks yea?
it really makes me feel alot better.
yeaaaa.
my 'Guardian Angel' is so WHATEVER.
ehh!
i remember whaaat she said laaa!
wahhh!
you know whyy?
because.
IM A SUPER GOOD GIRL!
sofiaa darling.
i know you're gonna laugh at this!
ahahahah! xD

AKU SAYANG my darlinggs!
AKU SAYANG my SHAFIQ!
AKU SAYANG duniaaaa!
AKU SAYANG (fill in th blanks) :D

ohh!i know your dirty little secret!
dont try to hideee! xD

hey.
i miss yoo.
but i just need time alone okeh?
just wait for the moment to come.

i know someone said this to me ystd night
"the moment you look away from me,
you look like you're gonna cry"
i think you're right.
you can read me like a book.
and you really make me cry last night.
you dont know do yoo?
i love you,sayang.
and i swear.
i aint keeping anything away from yoo anymore.